Something very strange has happened this week. It started on Sunday when I was interviewed for a new magazine starting up in Australia. The interview took an angle I was not expecting… it was an interview about me rather than the work I do. I found myself struggling a little to avoid talking about my personal life. It didn’t last long… but the topic has been lingering in my mind. So it started on Monday night with really weird dreams about letting people and making bad decisions. I ended up going to the doctor on Wednesday after feeling really weak and ill. He just told me that I have a virus and should gets lots of rest and fluids. I’m feeling fine now. But there is something about the dreams I’ve been having. I am starting to wonder what I am doing in Melbourne, why am I still working at my job, why am I still alone? The dreams are trying to tell me something. A psychic in Bondi once told me that I have spirits around me always protecting me. I wish they could speak to me.